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It`s been 3 years today(May 25. 2009) since you were gone. The pain never went away but I think I just need to get used with it. Life is really a mystery theart….you will always be remembered in my heart….your memories are still my treasure….a lot of things happened in my life in the past three years that you were not with me any longer…Life was not really fair….but I learned to be tough and positive as i conquer the battles of life. You taught me how to cope with the realities of life. I moved on bringing with me your memories….life is really a journey theart….hard to believe I came this far without you. Right now..I`m battling  with a great battle…but believing in my heart I will get through with it. I`m glad I have Chris right now who is my number one supporter and who inspired me to get up in the morning and give me the reason to live. You brought with you the half of me when you were gone….i thought i could not make it with my lost. Theart, I`ve learned to accept it gradually….your memories are really my joy….very thankful that i had the chance to meet you and love you in this short temporary life. I`m sure you will be proud of me as I`m trying to stand the test of many trials in life…I`ve tried to live to your expectations…i know you want me to be strong at all times especially when you are not around with me anymore. Theart…thank you…thank you for the memories we had…for loving  me so much…for the wonderful life i had with you…for the laughter and good times….for the moments that we shared together…for  the security i have when I was with you…for everything theart….thank you…. thank you! You really made me a better and tough person. I really owe that to you. Now…ready to go on….fight…conquers the battles of life. Thank you Lord for being with me always….GOD is really good no matter what the the circumstances are!